After reading some posts, I thought I would share with everyone what I learned through this process. It helped me a great deal.
After I could no longer work in September of 03 I filed for SSDI. My local SSI office was extremely difficult to deal with, and treated me as if I were somehow "suspect". Unfortunately, some government employees act as if the funds were coming from their own pocket monthly. I remember breaking down in tears on two occassions after dealing with them.
One day I got so angry, I typed a letter to both local Congressman and I faxed it, just to let them know how degrading this process can be. That's when I learned that in every Congressman's office there is a "Delegate"-a person who deals with SSDI/SSI issues for their constituent's.
In my case,the honorable Congressman Paul Kanjorski's office were a blessing in disguise. Becky of that office made several phone calls, and I was then guided that rest of the way. She could obtain information for me when they stonewalled me, and because of her intervention they treated me much differently.
More recently this year when I told them I wanted to activate my "Ticket to work", the woman demanded I been evaluated again! I knew my rights were being violated because that's not what the ticket to work program was designed for. I called Becky, and Becky immediately called this woman. The next day I got a call from the woman apologizing and telling me I didn't have to be evaluated again by their doctors!
This process can be grueling, and for me parts were humiliating, and humbling. I didn't want to stop working, I didn't want to give up. My body just could'nt do the things my mind were still capable of. The last thing I needed during this process was some bimbo at a Government office to add to my already mounting problems. Im posting this so that others can see that they are not alone,and that there is help. If you are having problems with getting SSDI-call your congressman's office. There is help.
Ihurt